I often wonder, when someone lights up with inspiration, or curiosity beckons them to explore and in that moment when their thoughts take on a tangible shape… growing in form, color and depth, gaining momentum, becoming real, palpable… touchable, and literally coming to life simply because they willed it so, simply because it was their destiny to do so… When they see their passion ignite underneath their fingertips; Tell me how can they do Not go around screaming ecstatically, creating a huge commotion with all that is exploding from within their own happiness? Yes …yes …yesssss!
I often contemplate, when you have itchy feet and your spirit is gently nudging you into the great unknown, your heart racing faster, beating almost out of your chest as your emotions are swelling, building, and most definitely burning inside you… your eyes lighting up with the possibilities of all the great, no, wondrous things you can experience. When all your senses have come to life, inquisitiveness capturing you in the reverence of the mystery of what may come, of what will be, of the places you will go and the things you will do; How do you Not resist rubbing your hands together and fighting the urge to click your heels to transport you to wonderland?
And when I reflect, when someone closes a door, but not just any door but THE DOOR that held them back for so long. The door that captured them with invisible but seemingly invincible leaden weights which held them immobile, frozen and deeply entrenched in a past that no longer held them cherished and treasured as they deserved to be. But Ohhh, when they realized in a single, most clarifying moment that it no longer had the power. And it was actually where it should have always been, in the past, and as they walk through that door on which they have now closed; How can they Not go running into the street, crying happy tears, hands trembling, body shaking, mind rejoicing at it’s freedom to feel… to FEEL! Telling the Universe, Angels and the Divine of the joy that is now erupting from within?
And now, after much pondering, bewilderment floating in my thoughts, I look onward gazing at the world around me, at my life, reflecting on the creativity that sang through my very being, the inspiration that flows to me from the people who had touched my life, irrevocably changing my world through lessons and blessings, teaching me that no matter what came, no matter how deeply I descended into my inner coolness, I would discover and realize that my inner flame, my fire would blaze and burn the most brightest. The deeper I went, I have erupted stronger, bolder and more awakened than ever before, transcending to the wildest of heights, absorbing the wisdom of old… asking myself “What mountains? There is only the scenic, majestic view from which I now see from”; How can I Not appreciate the mysterious, often heart-wrenching yet self-empowering journey and not fall to my knees with the profound, soul moving gratitude that you showed me how to take my own breath away?
Yes, I do wonder, how some people, will not see, and when they really do shift the blindness to ‘see’ the blessings that shower them with every breath they take, the love felt from moment to moment, gaining enlightenment with each step they take, transforming knowledge into wisdom, as they ebb and flow with the perfection that is their life, how, when they see their divinity, their reflection in the world around them; how can they Not be ‘moved’ inside? How can they Not be paralyzed with the awe that they created such beauty, such magnificence, such light that they bow their heads, lips wobbling, chin trembling, eyes glazed with tears of acute, deeply perceptive bliss?
You know what I mean. I knew you’d figure it out. To change your physical world, you must shift within your own depths. I know you haven’t given up but you have let go.
Respect. You ‘move’ me.

TrinityAwakened coach Neeshia Jasmara