Neeshia-Na’Aysehea Jasmara is the creator of TrinityAwakened. Born in the beautiful, lush land of New Zealand, she was given up for adoption and grew up in Auckland. Then, at the age of 14, she became ward of the state system until at a legal age, struck out on her own.

She always knew there was ‘more’ and found peace in connecting to the Divine Spirit. In search of ‘herself’ she envisioned the great ‘out there’ would have all the answers. She went seeking to discover her heritage, which she thought would tell her who she was. Battling with abandonment issues, limiting beliefs and questions like ’Am I good enough?’ as the girl became a woman, she began to deeply ponder over what is was that made her “whole”.

What she discovered was that the Divine lead her on a life awakening journey to Australia, Canada, Canary Islands then onwards to the United Kingdom. Despite all the places she went to, all that she needed to know, and believe in was already inside of her. With this illumination, she transformed and unlocked her Spirit consciousness. She began to live boldly, fearlessly being herself.

 

 

What makes me “Me?” ….Good question.

Growing up, I had always thought ‘out there’ held everything I needed, wanted and could possibly hope for. I thought I simply wasn’t lovable. I wasn’t beautiful. I wasn’t good enough. I thought that I was ‘bad’ and I had to be a ‘good’ girl. I even wrote letters to God and placed them under my pillow waiting for the Angel’s to come and get them. I desperately craved to be accepted. I needed approval. I would compromise my own happiness, my own truth because I thought this is what you did to be loved. To be worthy of love. I was a scared little girl who grew up to be a scared young woman. I didn’t know it at the time but I had chosen fear over love.

There are those who just know what they want to be when they grow up. I didn’t.  I didn’t know what “follow your heart” really meant. I was broken looking for Me. I kept chasing happiness. If I had this, that or something I would eventually be happy. Or even be loved. I never truly understood the significance or the enormity of what self empowerment through self-love truly meant. I read somewhere that if you were trying to find the right career then you should do what you love.  What did I love?  Professionally, I tried everything that eventually led to nothing. Personally I was lost. Spiritually I explored Christianity, Jehovah, Catholic, Hindu, Muslim, and then Spiritualism.  I felt all of it led me nowhere, yet despite appearances, I was somewhere. I was were I needed to be, talking to God, slowly bringing my awareness within. One morning I was sitting at Mount Teide in Tenerife, watching the sun rise to kiss the skies. On this day, an overwhelming sense of enormous white wings surrounded me. I let go.

Peace descended.

That moment was as if I had awakened. I finally understood what I was seeing. I got it! It wasn’t about “out there”. It was what is within me that mattered. God is Everything.  Divine.  I love you aren’t just words, they are a state of being. There is no discrimination or judgement. Just pure unconditional love. A love that doesn’t want anything in return.  I didn’t need an ‘on, off’ switch.  I didn’t need to open and close.  There’s just this pure connection, 24/7.  All I had to do is “be”.  All I had to do was say yes, flow and receive.  TrinityAwakened was created.  My passion to illuminate that we are not separate.  We are the definition of I Am.

My nothing had now become SOMETHING.

I want to challenge your perception. I want to provoke your thoughts. My intention is to inspire others to reach for their inner greatness. I wish to encourage you to dig deep inside. I challenge you to shatter your illusions and limiting beliefs. I want you to realize there is No box, there is No tunnel. What surrounds you is really aligning circumstances, coincidences, and chance encounters. If you move, the Universe will move with you. You will become a part of life’s magic. The Divine is always showing you where to look, but it’s up to you what you will see. This is your CHOICE.
 
The “Powers That Be” respond, synchronize, and shift with precise Divine order. FOR YOU. You are a divine holy spirit living the human experience. When your deepest desire is to manifest what you wish for, then what you believe in and what you put out there MUST be of the same vibration. Why? Because it’s what you feel that gives anything power. The power of your passion and your emotions will bring into existence your intentions. You are the stuff of miracles.
Don’t give up, Do let go. Everything happens in your life for a reason, and that reason is not unknown. It IS about you.

The solution is You. 

Look within. Shine your absolute light of your truth. If you can see it in your mind, then it is real. Once you realize you created your now, you suddenly understand that the life you imagine is not just a dream. It is your Divine level of consciousness that merges them together. Awaken to all that is You. The Divine said ‘know thyself’. TrinityAwakened are teachings about your Trinity –

You,

your Spirit and

the Divine.

TrinityAwakened. A teaching with the enlightenment that you are One with the Divine. Out of chaos will always come beauty. It is especially designed to be just so.

What makes me “Me”? My unshakable belief that the Divine is INSIDE us all.